Starting over...

I've tried this blogging thing before (ha, Aimee).. but gave up. I think I might do it for real now. Chances are good I'll have one fan.... but oh well.
Much has changed. My five year relationship failed.. so times are rough. My heart hurts as lame as it sounds, but it's true. "The first cut is the deepest".... I guess. I'm so confused. I though I'd marry him. Let's hope for the best. I've learned alot for it though. That I can be "okay" on my own. I don't need to rely on anyone and I was for way too long. I learned that family and friends are everything.. I'd be lost without them and all the support they have given me. He was everything to be.. but I don't "need" him like I thought. I'm gonig to be ok.. it's going to hurt, but sooner or later it will just be a fond memory...........I hope.
Anyways- started school and its going okay. I have a midterm in chemistry on Wednesday. That should be a blast, not. I'm going to have to study for 82570197 hours in order to do good. Ugh. I am switching my major from pediatrics to business management. I hate science...any science, so the medical field isn't for me... unfortunately. Oh well.
I miss being 10...when nothing mattered. I miss being care free.