Wednesday, January 28, 2009

"escape this town for a little while"

I'M LEAVING TOMORROW UNTIL SUNDAY! Freakin A I'm excited. A long awaited trip away from this area has finally arrived. Even though its only going to be as far as Columbus, it's something right? I need to get away. I'm going to stay with Dani at CCAD! I'm pumped.
Anyways, today was good. It was kind of boring because school got cancelled and it's not like I could go outside for any reason. I HATE OHIO. Get m e out of here.................
So my chemistry midterm will now be Monday.. more days to study :) (even though I probably won't).
I got a suprise check in the mail from walmart that I apparently didn't know I had, so I never went and picked it up. Money out of nowhere is ALWAYS a bonus. Fack... I'm a broke college student...but it's my own fault.
My job interview went really well, I have the "second part" tomorrow. I'm estatic to have a job, I'm not even joking! :) I know..who wants to work right? ME... because I'm broke, and I'd like to go see my best friend sooner than later and he lives in freaking Mexico. (Please God let me get this job).
I'm so sick of snow/winter. I want to get out of here or summer to come...either would be pleasant.
I'm not sure of how to use this whole "blogging thing" just yet... hopefully soon though. (e.g.- I don't know how to get other "bloggers" or "friends" added, so I can read theres............. help?
K I hAve to finish laundry and pack for my adventure. (Pray the snow stops ok? ok)


Peace and Love

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Job Interview... bow chicka bow wow

Yay for me! I FINALLY, after weeks of being poor, have a job interview. cha-ching. It's at two, and its 12:30 and I haven't even showered yet. I have too much DUMB SHIT on my mind. Freakin a. Anyways.............I just wanted to throw this up.. more to come tonight after my THREE HOUR long nutrition class that does nothing but make me feel "over weight" and "unhealthy".............ugh.

PEACE!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Starting over...

I've tried this blogging thing before (ha, Aimee).. but gave up. I think I might do it for real now. Chances are good I'll have one fan.... but oh well.
Much has changed. My five year relationship failed.. so times are rough. My heart hurts as lame as it sounds, but it's true. "The first cut is the deepest".... I guess. I'm so confused. I though I'd marry him. Let's hope for the best. I've learned alot for it though. That I can be "okay" on my own. I don't need to rely on anyone and I was for way too long. I learned that family and friends are everything.. I'd be lost without them and all the support they have given me. He was everything to be.. but I don't "need" him like I thought. I'm gonig to be ok.. it's going to hurt, but sooner or later it will just be a fond memory...........I hope.
Anyways- started school and its going okay. I have a midterm in chemistry on Wednesday. That should be a blast, not. I'm going to have to study for 82570197 hours in order to do good. Ugh. I am switching my major from pediatrics to business management. I hate science...any science, so the medical field isn't for me... unfortunately. Oh well.
I miss being 10...when nothing mattered. I miss being care free.