Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Untitled...

When was the last time I blogged? I don't remember.
My car broke down. Isn't that fantastic..? Since I have school and work.. and friends? There are parties this wknd, let's hope for the best....
(Never realized how much I love driving and that independence to go wherever, whenever.)
So I have one more final to take tomorrow.. and I'm finished :) SPRING BREEEAK. I hope the weather stays gorgeous. I want to be outside. I don't belong in Ohio.. I can feel it in my bones.
So.. I'm losing weight. But, I feel like its only in my legs?? I don't know..whatever it's something so I shouldn't complain.
Softball season is coming. I really want to go to alot of the games.. But I'm scared. I really think I'll miss it alot, and lose it. Guess it won't last forever right? I just want to be on that field....
Kal'el is climbing all over me right now and really making this blogging thing difficult. When I tell him to move, he laughs. He's such a good kid. He's lucky I love love love him.
My sister and Scott are watching the punisher? then we are watching American Idol from tonight.. :) I'm ecstatic. I'm really rooting for the girl with the red hair, she's amazing and the guy that can scream his ass off. Those are my two top picks :) The guy is hot too.. can you say bonus?
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I miss my friends.. :) Esp. Oscar.............................. Wish I had money or a rich grandma or something.

Alright, I have nothing to say.
I love the weather :)
I love sunshine.

-ciao

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I'm exhausted.

I wanna start out by saying I can't stand Loudonville anymore and the loud mouthed people that are in it. I had plans to attend one of my best friends birthday party Friday night, but beforehand Byron and I were going out to dinner with some friends. On the way, Byron gets these phone calls and texts from people who are saying, "Don't go to that party, cops are coming out there", "it's going to get busted, 'just so you know'". Then he proceeds to tell me about how one of his (loud mouthed) teachers says, "I better not hear about you being out there this wknd". Then one of the coaches at Loudonville said that he was GOING TO CALL THE POLICE.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH YEA OK.
I'm really sorry if I'm offending anyone, but really?! How the hell old are you people? You didn't party in high school? Tell me you didn't and I'll laugh my ass off right in your face. I remember my sister being in high school and having like 50 people from HIGHSCHOOL at the parties they had, and noone seemed to care as much. (In words of step brothers: WHAT THE F*** HAPPENED?!) They never got caught cause people were mature. The party was planned THURSDAY and the world knew about it FRIDAY. PATHETIC. Grow up.. even the adults. If you spent half the time educating the students as you do trying to bring them down and get them in trouble, then perhaps Loudonville High School would be a little more enjoyable. I didn't mean to direct that just at teachers; because honestly, how'd they find out? THE STUDENTS. People really need to learn to keep their mouths shut.
PS: No cops showed up. and most of the people there were out of high school, thank God. So it was kind of like a reunion and we had a blast :). SO SUCK IT.
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Okee, I showed mi madre how to blog today.. so my 4 readers I have should keep up with her blog. She's a pretty funny lady.
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Saturday, I slept all day with Byron (don't fret.. we're only "friends") Then I went to work. Afterwards, I went into Loudonville to pick up Byron.. but he ended up going to Ashland. So, I went and hung out with Derrick, got some mickey dees and went out to his house. THEN after waiting (like usual), I went and picked up Byron and came to my house and went to bed. Then today (Sunday), we went and got McDonalds (AGAIN) (NOTE TO SELF: quit it! quit eating fast food!). After that, I took him home and went to see my mama and diod. I'm now at home, babysitting the best little person in the whole entire world :) and watching wizards of waverly place haha.
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I miss my friends. I miss Dani. I miss Jordan. I miss Halli. Those are the only three girls I've really kept in touch with since high school and I love them. However; they all have boyfriends.. so the majority of their time is spent with them which =less time for Kirstie. I mean, I understand. I did it too... but it freaking sucks now and I get pissed off about it constantly. Whatever.
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I'm sleepy.. I hope Kal'el falls asleep soon, so I can :)

Miss you Oscar.
-I'm out.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

"In a way, I need a change from this burnout scene....

...another time, another town another everything."
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Ah. What a weird wknd I have. What started out as, "ugh, I need plans".. turned into a wknd I'll never forget; and one that brought my heart to relaxation.
Friday, I went to Canton with Katie, a new friend from work (who lives two streets away;crazy). We partied a little.. but I knew noone, so it wasn't too exciting. We came home around 1 am Fri night, and I went to Loudonville to pick up Byron??? Yea, you read that right. AND; we had an amazing wknd, as FRIENDS. Friends! And best ones at that. We had a great time together.... this may be the start of something beautiful. So its Sunday night at 11:33, and I just got home from taking him back to his house. It was pleasant for two days with him, we snuggled up.. and we didn't fight. So peaceful. :) For the first time in months, I feel 100% at ease. My mind isn't racing 45738049574 miles an hour. I'm just perfectly content.
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So, Scott installed my new CD player today. He got done putting it in, and what do you know? My piece of shit car wouldn't start. He comes inside and says, "so I have good news and bad news; your CD player is working, but you're car died". I just sat there, hahahaah. I just looked at him with this blank stare; I'm sure you know the one. Like seriously?? Nothing else can go wrong with that thing. But anyways, we jumped that shit, so she's working top notch again. (Well; to her full potential, which isn't much, hahah)
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I have theee worst stomach ache. No joke... All I've eaten is soupy, and doughnuts today. (Good diet). I need to lose 10 pounds.. I dunno why I eat that crap.
Tues is the tournament game at Wooster High School.. I'm ecstatic. :) Pretty much just cause we're playing Hillsdale. Also, because our guys have been doing gooooood.
School- Mon, Tues, and Wed. I need to register this wk. I have no idea what to take. That's was the student success center is for though :) They pretty much tell you what to need to do.. I'd be lost otherwise.
...Well I don't have much else to say, but I thought I'd give an update.


-miss you oscarbaby :*( ............... man oh man.


-peace n love